Christopher

Today is no different than hundreds of other such days, 2,912 to be precise. Those are the number of days since I last saw my son. I spoke to a friend earlier about the Dichotomy that has become my life. I feel well even as my body contains Cancer. I cannot drive because of having a seizure , I have a business to run. Dichotomy. The most painful Dichotomy in my life has been the one where to save my sanity I have pretended there is no whole torn in my heart. Father is an important word to me and I can only say I have failed. I will say tho that If he were to call I would open my my mind and my heart, Now.

Always with love,
Tony.