Busy week

Pamela and I decideded at about 10:30 last night that we had experienced one hell of a busy week. My sister and her daughter fly home this morning, to say I love them both dearly would be a huge understatement. Time indeed rolls on ,does what it does to the exterior of people, I am an example of that no doubt. My sister, Changed by time, weathered as one would expect, when she and I sat, as we did many times and talked, I was transported to another era. There was a time in Ca when Ashley was young, Hell, we were all young. I was married for the first time around and perhaps through the Prizm of time, it appeared as tho we were were happy. Christopher and Ashley were almost more like Brother and Sister than cousins, they spent so much time together. In the very early days, before Dawn met and maried Rick I was Ashley's Male role model, I had no problem fulfilling that. My ex and I only had one child, Christopher, Of course I have never regretted his existance, However I always regretted not having a daughter in addition. When I write thesepages and I am searching the past in my mind, often I will reach out and grab a peice and use it. These last couple of postings have been different and this one certainly, it has been very much like sitting in the eye of a Maelstrom.I will speak more of this soon, as I now have to say goodbye to the lovely ladies.

Always with love,
Tony.