Tangled

I really do not know what I expected on July 4th when I was diagnosed, I kinda put my head down and did what I always do trudged forth thinking I could handle what came. For the most part I have done just that, the little things have piled up and have tangled me. I dont want to get lost in all the medical stuff but it's the little medical stuff that has snared me in a web that I currently need to pull myself out of. I thought I would go straight thru Chemo with no problems, the first treatment created a reaction and the second fools with my platlets. I was having " Focal seizures " down my right arm and the Doc increased my steroids. Now my blood sugar level has gone out of sight. I really feel kinda ok but I dont have enough energy to work and the guys really dont need me. I do feel tangled and with my best effort I will attempt to work at realeasing myself. My biggest regret right now is with the blood sugar thing going on I cant drink Grape juice which I truly love and is full of natural sugar. Thats my motivation get the sugar thing solved so I can have Grape juice again.Thats the update for now, I am tangled in the web that is Cancer my current task seems to untangle as best I can, at least that is clear if nothing else.
Always with Love,
Tony.