Rabbit hole

I just climbed out of the rabbit hole, I was told there would be some rough moments, I had no idea what was in store for me. I literally lost weeks of my life, dont ask me how many because I dont know. Yesterday, I felt much better and today I actually feel good. I will be thrilled if I never repeat that part of my life again. We are having our fall party on Sat I am looking forward to it very much , we have over 40 on the list . I am searching for words to write, the problem is I have such a huge whole in my memory. I have never experienced such a thing where I search my brain and there juat wasnt any thing there. I will write a gain afterthe party, I should have some thing to say at the poiint.
Always with love ,
Tony.