I am not Lazy

I talked to my friend Steven the other day to touch bases and he called me lazy because I havnt written here for some days. I am not a writer, I dont have either the discipline nor the creativity to come up with engaging reparte each and every day, Sometimes things strike me as intersting or some part of may past jumps in and I share it. The more humorous part of this is I spoke with Steven's wife a day or two later and she told about a book she found and was gonna send my way. She said the book was written by a woman who had experienced similar issues as I have, the name of the book is " I have had brain surgery what is your excuse? " In jest I have used that line. The thing is when you combine the hole that was drilled in the left side of my skull and all the other issues like massive amounts of radiation and now Chemo, not to mention the meds a simple question asked of me such as " How are you? " is not as simple as one might think. It's even funnier when a Doctor asks the question, I have started answering them I have no idea, you tell me. I will say honestly I am experiencing a clearer mind if not a stronger body of late, along with the clearer mind comes an ability to make decisions I couldnt make previously. I think this will improve and I have noticed that as it has my little world I was cocooned within has expanded. This journey has at the very least been interesting, that seems strange to say, but after all it is my life and from where I stand I just calls em as I sees em.

Always with love,
Tony.