Sunday, October 19, 2008

Steven has suggested I talk about fishing more, I certainly like fishing and could probabably spend pages and pages on fishing. When cancer takes over your life and it has for me it's very easy to allow that to become the focus of conversation, there have been some days when I was fairly certain I was going die on that day. What the hell do you talk about when death seems to be immenent?. The Doctor doesnt mention it except to say my cancer is very aggressive. One of these day it will surge forth and plow me under. Now I admit fishing is a much more pleasant topic of convervsation. My brother is coming out for 4 days near the end of November and depending on how I feel, everything seems to depend on that these days, he and I will go fishing. I have found november to be pretty reliable weather wise so I think we may go camping. Perhaps up at Inks Lake, which I really like a lot. It's a very pretty place . One of the thigs I find very interesting with my diease you cannot really make long range plans which was always my thing to do, now I am never certain how I will be feeling at any particular time. On a very off note I am incubating chickens here in the house, I have never done this before and by my calculations may be off althouh I understand they do not need to be precise. I just need to flip them over every now and again. I plan to band the hatchlings and all further Hatchlings the rest of this year, they will be next years young with this years just starting to lay, believe it or not this years young will be old after about about 2 years and and I will have to screw up the courge to make them part of dinner. There is a cycle to all of life.

Aways with love

Tony

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